tired of smut

is anyone else tired of smut and pwp in manga/hwa?

for context. I was on it for a long time. without including fanfics on ao3. I consumed alot of filthy shit. I've always (and still am) open about it and accepting of this aspect of myself. I hate puritans and ppl who are judgemental. and love communities that are accepting and open to basically smut.

now fast forward to a few days ago. I started feeling icky about reading smut. I usually have these periods of time but they pass after reading smt plot heavy.

but now I don't even want to touch anything like that. I genuinely feel dreadful at the idea of reading any of it?
so I thought I might as well go all the way and stop it all together. an experiment of sorts. to see how would this affect me and my life.
is there other people like me? I want an outsider perspective I guess?