recs like payback? :P

Alright y'all listen up. These past few days I've been bringing all the most popular bl manhwas, and i kept putting off payback solely because of the tacky cover art. Somehow when I started reading i fell in love with it REAL bad... it's not just the art but the story itself kinda. As someone dealing with grief and depression the writer dealt with the topic with grace and balanced the yaoi/mental health issues so perfectly i can't find anything better. Safe to say it somehow saved me, in a way. The way yoohan threw himself (metaphorically) at one thing in particular really resonated with me and i keep revisiting that one chapter! D: but anyways I've been reading bls with strong ukes l8ly and i got into payback solely for that reason. After i finished reading it tho I seem to find a lot of errors and tackiness in art of manhwas with that trope and it sorta ruins the experience for me. Will I ever be able to find anything this good again? manga recs re fine too i just need something to read while my heart heals temporarily ! ! ! ( T﹏T )