Chatttt help meeee
Ok I’ve been chatting w this girl on sincerely (the app where you can send anonymous letters)
We’ve been flirting a bit and I usually don’t do this cause it genuinely grosses me out but I’m enjoying it sm.
she’s so nice and sweet and gives the best compliments.
The problem is I’m trans, she’s into me but I don’t wanna let her down. She asked me if I had a girlfriend and I said ‘no, idk if ive ever had a crush on anyone before’, cause I genuinely don’t know. I’m attracted to guys for sure but I have been to girls as well. I genuinely don’t know if I’m bi or if I’m aromantic cause I’m equally into everybody (or equally NOT into everybody), I just don’t know if its romantic interest or just ‘wow I want to be your best friend’
Anyways we’re in completely different time zones, she goes to bed, I eat lunch, I get in bed she wakes up.
But I’m acting so clingyyyy like my hearts going rn. She messaged me good morning but she’s probably busy cause she hasn’t responded since. And I’m clicking on our messages trying to refresh constantly.
Like I haven’t felt this way in so long. Idk if I have a crush on her or if I just love talking to her but wow I just wanna talk to her so bad right now.
Ok back on topic, I genuinely don’t know what to do, I usually write stuff like this in my letters on sincerely but she’s on there so I can’t.
And I don’t have social media either so we ONLY message on that app even though it’s inconvenient.
I wanna keep talking to her but idk if I should bring up the fact that I’m trans, I mean the chance that this goes anywhere is slim but she’s just so nice.
Like I wanna invite her over and chef her up. Like a 5 course meal type shit.
Ok last thing her name means sweet honey in Arabic, like if that isn’t the most perfect thing ever.
Lol I’m not expecting anybody to actually read all that
Prob gonna delete too this is hella embarrassing
