Yall how do I stop my irrational desire of wanting a boyfriend?????

I want a boyfriend but I don't have a crush on anybody(I think). I want a boyfriend but I literally don't make any efforts (nor do I wanna) into finding one. I want a boyfriend but I'm too insecure and intimidated with boys thay the thought of me liking them would be hilarious and a disrespect for them. I want a boyfriend but my standards are close to impossible- I just want someone to love me unconditionally:(.

I want to stop wanting to have a boyfriend but I'm always daydreaming and imagining a relationship with someone I've made up. I have like four five idk boyfriends in my brain that I keep on daydreaming every night and day.