Did i fumble

Im a woman who was in love with a woman for 2 years. She later mentions how it was obvious with the way i talk to her, and then we became friends after that. She rejected me since she was in a relationship at the time, yet I was still madly in love. She was perfect, the prettiest (no lie), and she was one of the most popular girls too. Until then I had a crush on someone else. While I did like someone else (man), I then realized that she had just broken up with her bf, and we would talk it out sometimes. I was there for her for a while and I hope it helped her move on.

That’s when she started flirting with me and I didn’t fucking get the hint because I was blinded by some random ass fuck cunt bitch. Then she confessed that during those times, she felt a small spark whenever we talk, like a teeny gay panic. I actually panicked like fuck but I couldn’t do anything, so we stayed as friends. Because of that, I wasn’t even able to focus on the person I “like”, who in fact did like me. So I did absolutely nothing until our feelings faded away. The girl and I stayed as friends because I was a huge pussy, and I’m pretty sure she’s already dating someone else.


Chat should i fucking enter a suicide pod and kill myself again