feeling ugly = always unsatisfied

does anyone else feel like because they are so ugly they shouldn't be depressed?

idk i guess this is a relationship related question, but compared to my girlfriend, i feel like im so fucking ugly. we both are girls but i can't help but feel like she's on the losing end being with me because im just really ugly. i think that shes so pretty and beautiful, and that she is allowed to feel all kind of emotions about me but im not allowed to because IM the one whose lucky to have her.

and i feel like i cant be happy because everything i think about is how i look and how i want to look. i feel like i shouldn't feel angry or depressed about anything at all because i literally am just too hard to look at to deserve attention. i guess this is pretty counterintuitive because im going on a forum (which is basically asking for attention) but idk im not really looking for compliments. but yeah i dont want to burden people with how i feel like i look ykw?