Hole-Masturbation-Why

I have this thing when I masturbate that "rubbing" the outer part of my vag is really stimulating and I want to know if this is relateable.

And btw I once relieved myself with a fly swatter, my tv remote control and my (old) thoothbrush but like only with the stick part. I also didn't sanitize those things which kind of worries me. I'm so done with this because I do need to relieve myself but it's so fucking exhausting... and when I do it in the shower I need to edge myself because if I don't I won't have a satisfying orgasm. I also tend to use hotter water which you shouldn't do but I still do it.

This may be to personal but I don't have anyony to share this with so why not share it with you(▰˘◡˘▰)