tldr: i don't get scat

random confession:

i don't get scat like i genuinely don't get it, like jeez maybe it's cos im a slight germaphobe but hear me out

It's like literally shit, it's not piss which can be controlled into like nearly water ig, it's ur waste coming out ur ass and its stinky like bro what
its the same for a piss kink ig but a piss kink again can be somehow 'controlled' iygm im no expert, but that shit is bacterial and dirty... right and again it's gonna stink bad so idk, also i assume consumption is part of it for some parts of it ig but again that's uhm nasty just downright nasty, i can't fathom in what world any1 finds it nice to

and then theres obviously worse kinks out there like necrophilia, like u cud say to me then why dont u find necrophilia weird (i damn well do) but theres like pyschology behind it that when u rape the dead body ur empowered or sth rigt (shits still nasty im just quoting a vid i once saw explaining a necrophiliac) so i can see 'logic' ig behind that (i dont support necrophilia obviously or any rape whatsoever) but like u cna apply this being 'superior' logic to a lot of nasty shit like this right

what is the psychology behind a shit kink..... i rly cant fathom it guys i can see the reasons for other things like piss kink ig (its like cumming i mean), and hearing/voice/noise kink (bc its like sensual dygm), exhbitionism (thrill of being seen), masochist/sadism (again the idea of power dynamics and pleasure bc that's a focus) WHERE TF IS THE PLEASURE IN SHITTING, like bfr it won't be hard like a 'dildo' so it's not stimulating??? (tell me if it does for u but uhm) no guys i rly don't get it please explain to me possibly why

please don't jump me for this i'm open to kinks and stuff im on this site fgs but scat is js uh sth else to, i'm writing this w genuine confusion