Never realised before this lol

I never really realised how low my self-esteem was until I looked at a photo (0.5) a friend took of me recently and realised I didn't hate the way I looked. I actually liked it despite the angle and how it makes my eyes point outward. Before this would be something I would be begging for them to delete.

I scrolled through my camera roll and I couldn't find any photos I took of myself in the past at all. Besides acouple in group settings. It made me sorta sad but also happy at the same time? Idk.

Honestly didn't have anyone to share this with bc I don't really talk to my friends about stuff like that so why not just say this to a bunch of strangers.