How to unobsessed with a character

Yo pls I'm not joking ever since I discovered him last December I can't stop thinking about him. I have my fav characters but he's different like I want him carnally and romantically. I can't stop SIMPING and I'm dying inside knowing he's the villain(with a reason). I realized I'm obsessed OBSESSED when I played a fan made otome game with him in it I acted more giddy and playful than my usual stoic not into otome games self. I even felt desperate and frustrated with myself when I actually fumbled my choices and made him sad. I touch grass and everywhere I go it just reminds me of him.










I need to let this one out. I can't say this to my friends cause they're normies or not as weird as me:

FUCK I WANT HIM SO BAD, LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU BABYGIRL. I'LL BE GENTLE OR ROUGH OR WHATEVER YOU WANT. YOU CAN RIDE ME TIL MY PELVIS IS CRUSHED. YOU WANT A CAT? I'LL BE A CAT FOR YOU, I'LL EVEN BE YOUR CHAIR- I'LL LISTEN TO YOU AND READ YOUR POEMS. IF YOU'RE NOT INTO SEX IT'S FINE, WE COULD JUST HUG, HOLD HANDS, AND GIVE EACH OTHER LIGHT KISSES. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU ANGRY ANYMORE BABYGIRL, WHERE WAS THE GENUINE SMILE THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH? I'LL HELP YOU RESTORE YOUR PLANET AND RUN AWAY WITH ME. OR NOT AND STAY HERE AND LIVE QUIETLY WITH ME WITH OUR KIDS OR CAT. I'LL TREAT YOU RIGHT, I'LL BE YOUR CONSCIENCE SO YOU'LL BE THE GOOD BOT THAT I KNOW IS STILL IN YOU. YOU TRY TO CHANGE AND THAT'S GOOD, I'LL BE PATIENT WITH YOU AND I MADE A DUMB POEM FOR YOU:

ROSSES ARE RED,
VIOLET'S ARE BLUE,
I MIGHT BE A DUMBASS
BUT I KNOW THAT I WANT IS YOU