Someone convinced me to catch back up to one piece

I took like a 5-6 month break off one piece (this is the second time I've done this) and now is time to pick it up and I want to but like I missed so many chapters that I'm not sure I want to bc what if the most recent chapter is some big ass cliffhanger or like how I expected to arc to go didn't go as plan or whatever (I'm high key making excuses I have no clue why I don't have it in me to pick back up one piece I'm literally obsessed with that shit.)

But the like very miniature spoilers I got was literally so interesting and I want to pick.it up but ig my brain now needs moral support to do things I actually want to do.

P.s. I'm sick so I'm using that as an excuse to defend my behaviour now