i need to lock in and by lock in i mean spiritually ground myself and clear my mind because i'm a tad overwhelmed and tasks keep falling to the wayside;;; i feel nauseous looking at my school dashboard or bank accounts;;; so yeah i know i can do everything i need to do i just need to settle down and self care 2 reply
Pretty bad, I took a break from school cuz I felt overwhelmed and I’m marking part time and it’s barely keeping me afloat with me going into my savings. And my poor a baby (a dog) I euthanized him cuz he got too sick and I’ve been crying for the past 8 hours since putting him to sleep. I feel crushed and heartbroken, since I’ve had my littl...... 3 reply
Tried to kill myself 4 times this year one time the rope i bought was so fucking cheap that shit broke on me(triggered my ed) thw other was i tried to cut my wrist and bleed out but my half asleep dad walked in i hid and he shitted a fucking bomb iy demotivated me and js motivated me to purge the other one was when i tried to overdose bit my parent...... 3 reply
Well ig just broke up, moved on, having to worry about my friend wanting to suicide, alot of school projects taking up my time and wanting to do what i like again is kinda what ive been feeling lately. In general not the best of years but rn i feel okay. And im glad i am cuz tbh ive been through alot of shi. My mentality rn is put myself first ofc ...... 1 reply
