My double standards when it comes to love angles in BL

I find if there is a love angle with two love interests and the MC in the middle, the MC being a bottom, I prefer the MC to end up with the more green flag love interest, the one that acted more kind and nice.

But if the MC is the top, I prefer them to end up with the more 'red flag' love interest, the one that clashes with the MC the most, more toxic, unkind, more ill feelings between the MC and that character. The more 'unpleasant' of the two love interest, where the other one is more kinder, sweeter, nicer. I want the MC to end up with the more 'unpleasant' one, the one they clash more with or harbor more ill feelings towards.

Is this concerning or unfair?