This cant just be me

Am I the only one who finds it so disgusting when the uke’s asshole rips? Like, I just find it so gross that the dick is that big and that the seme did so little prep that he ripped the uke’s ass. It’s also just unpleasant in general to look at as I don’t have a blood fetish(unlike someone I know) and I definitely don’t like seeing bodily fluids of any kind come out of the ass.