Mentally exhausted wakuwaku

Recently the people around have been talking about govt jobs and private jobs (india). My friends are trying for it jobs and some are trying for govt exams to get job. When I also try to make a decision suddenly I think of killing myself. Because i can't imagine the shits and corruption in both govt and private jobs. I really don't know what to choose, but I am trying to select a govt exam like sbi,ibs or rbi or civil exams. So I am asking you indians in here, what you are all think about this govt job exams? Are there anyone who also trying for these exams or any other exam? I like to have some advice and what exam is worth trying now a days?, if you pass the govt exam how did you even do it??? Is there scam? Anything to know about? I am honestly losing my mind. I know it's bs to post this in here but I see a lot of Indian ppl here so I thought I could get some fellow advice. Thank you.