Help me

I have a genuine addiction to Sanji. I've had this addiction for a few years now and I've only js realized how bad it is. I have many figurines of him, my wallpapers are of him, my pfps on most of my social media accounts are him. I've had dreams where he married me.

It's come to a point where whenever I read smut I always imagine him in the bottom positions. I keep daydreaming about pegging him and I always end up fapping my non existent dick like my life depends on it. I'm currently writing this right after a heated and aggressive beating session. I probably still have slick on my fingers. I was on ao3, mrm and rule 34 searching for the best sanji porn to fap to I can't even joke around about it anymore. But hey, Sanji has the most sluttiest and hottest body. Can you rlly blame me?

I js realized that this will probably get removed cuz I kinda sorta have pornographic information in it.