Struggle with Math

Anybody just struggle with math completely. I can look up countless ways to solve a problem and I still wouldn't understand the formats that are being used. I've generally always struggled with math, it didn't matter what it was, multiplying division reading stupid dialog clocks, etc

however I would still be able to solve the problem it would just take much longer to figure out compared to most people my grade & age BUT when it comes to geometry & algebra that's a whole different type of struggle.

I could be looking at different folumas formats & solution for hours trying my hardest and still not understanding wtf I'm doing, I have cried my eyes out so many times trying to understand problems with algebra or geometry. Like schools literally almost over to me & next semester Ima be in a completely different grade learning some other type of math and I've barely grasped algebra & geometry.