Being a gooner

Sometimes when I look at my read/reading/want to read stuff, I start to realize how much of a gooner I am, and then I cry and feel ashamed cause why the hell is it all porn about dudes with big tits bro. I don’t even like men I’m wuh luh wuh for life but all I read it freaking YAOI ABOUT UKES WITH BIG TITS. Idk how I’m gonna become a functioning member of society bro I’m so cooked.