Yeah, but ngl it's 100% my fault. I like isolating myself and doing things on my own. I don't really like hanging out or texting with my friends, even though they're amazing people. I don't want them to leave me though.
At the same time whenever I'm by myself I slowly rot away. reply
I had a very close friend and she left me for a man. (She stopped talking to me after getting into a relationship with a man) I lost her to a man reply
This actually hurts because i had realised that my bf's friends were never mine too, infact they were only friends with me because he told them to and that really hurts. I had realised that a long time ago and I tried so hard to please and get along with them but I hadn't realise I was being creepy and pushy. 1 reply
i still feel this even while having 5 friends, one of them I've been close to for 2-3 years and we're still very, very distant... but close in the sense if we had to choose someone in a room full of strangers, we'd choose each other. I do really adore her as a friend overall.
It also makes me sometimes confused when people feel a strong connection ...... reply
Yeah but not anymore, I realized that if I can't be true to myself around my friends if am being judged for my character if am scared to speak my mind then we r not friends . reply
i did have close friends, but the closest someone has ever been to me was my ex
i find it hard to open up to my friends most of the time, afraid they'll find me burdensome or that they might get tired of me... when i was with my ex, i felt that i could tell him anything even the things that still hurts me to this day reply
