Christianity literally makes me wanna go kill myself

Guys, I can’t do this no more Im surrounded by Christian people who talks about God 24 seven and somehow brings it up in every conversation possible it could be about food God. It could be about something bad happening God it could be about something good happening, God. It doesn’t help that they’re literally the most racist homophobic judge mental people have ever met in my life. I swear Christianity is just a cult. I’ve always believed this, but after moving and being surrounded by even more Christians, it’s become even more obvious guys not even joking there’s a Christian girl and she says the N-word every single day as much as possible, even though she’s white as snow and everybody laughs at it and it doesn’t help that they’re all Trump supporters and love Charlie cook or whatever his name was like someone please help me get me out of this stupid ass Christian household and town