i've been suicidal yet cowardly since i was 10 so i'm kinda looking forward to it... fingers crossed, i hope i die on my 50th birthday (golden jubilee, full circle) bc 25 is tooooo early and 75 would be too much...
i'm 99.9% sure i'm gonna inherit grandma's arthritis and osteoporosis (starting signs are already visible on my mom), i wanna die befo...... 2 reply
I can't seem to genuinely care tbh you never know when death is coming, you could die later or tomorrow. Who knows? I knew someone who died from a lost bullet while they were watching TV only. So many people died like that, a guy was only buying food at 4am and got hit by a truck. A girl who was on her way to graduation and tripped and died. So hon...... reply
I embrace it. It terrifies me, sure, but it's like sleeping. I think about death and I think about sleeping. When you sleep, it is not 100% guaranteed. That's why when I go to bed, I put on my best clothes on. Gotta look presentable somehow. Of course everything after death is what truly truly terrifies me y'know. Like, is there anything after that...... reply
It's scary, but it's better to understand and process it in your own way rather than deny it by choosing to make the most out of my life. I don't know what the afterlife is, and I think the ambiguity of that made me realize that I don't want to live my life to only to enter an afterlife that is not guaranteed. Rather, I want to use the current life...... reply
Well humans invented religion to cope with that, the concept of reincarnation or heaven or hell is all just due to our fear of the ultimate truth, that there is nothing after death. You will be wiped out from existence. But hear this, you've already experienced nothingness once, before birth, so why are you so afraid of the one will you might face ...... 1 reply
