am I weird

so I'm bi and I'm lowkey lost:

fictional/illustration 18+ of woman -> i feel nothing, i feel strange
imagination + media of real life woman both 18+ and everyday -> yessssssssss


fictional/illustration 18+ of men -> yessss
imagination of real life man with me everyday -> sure
imagination of real life man being 18+ w me -> uhhhhhhh maybe if theyre the one but idk
real life men 18+ media -> icked out

is this strange of me or nah that's just realistic/normal

please don't tell me I'm a lesbian, I am 100% comfortable/wanting to be w guys my imagination just won't lead me anywhere tho with them idk