Any FUCKED UP yaoi?

Hi! I asked awhile ago for good yaoi recommendations, and then i came to the conclusion that I'm looking for a very...Specific kind of yaoi. Hell, it doesn't even need to be yaoi!

As terrible as this sounds, my inner demons have been craving some extremely dark stories, I'm talking psychological,abuse,murder,rape, mind breaking shit.

Note, I do NOT support any of this in reality. I know it may seem like I'm fetishizing these extremely touchy subjects, and you might not even be completely wrong, but everybody has their own kinks and shit! Guilt trip me all you want, I can't change what I'm into... I know how to limit my twisted fantasies to FICTION.

With that being said, please be unfiltered and give me all your ungodly recommendations :)!