You guys ever

Do you guys ever realise that you know like literally nothing about the things you like. I'll be trying to explain something I like to someone and go damn. I know like nothing even tho I really like it. Or I'll get too excited and just babble and not form proper sentences and the explanation is so bad I can see it in their face they cant follow or they are concerned.

Like ive liked black butler for honestly idk how many years now. Reread it like 5 times, i would not be able to explain whats happening in the manga, like after emerald witch. Hell that whole school arc had my brain like melting bc I just couldn't process it, what the hell was that stuff. Along with that boy band stuff I felt like I was in another reality.

I see other people or my friends explain stuff and wish I could speak like that LOL