Looking for a bl manga I lost…

I started reading this b&w bl manga and I forgot to add it to my lists and check the title ; _ ;… I was sure I added it to “want to read” but I can’t find it. I read only the first chapters (it had around 5-5.5 idk) and basically it was about this blond popular guy with conditions while dating: he wanted freedom and the girls shouldn’t question him if he spent his time with others… They would all agree at first and then end up complaining and break up with him every time. So he was dumped once again in a cafe, but right after that a boy shows up and asks him out and the blond agrees! It’s his first time dating a boy and the rumor spreads fast. This black-haired boy is the chillest and brightest guy ever and he is okay with him going with others, he is just happy they are dating and get to chat and see each other from time to time… Literally he is so shy he doesn’t want to be a bother to him and never asks him out, on one chapter he invites him to his house to lend him some cds and they even kiss for the first time! Next chapter the blond wants to give him back the cds and invite him out as a thank you, but a girl friend shows up and kisses him right when the black-haired boy is arriving. He probably sees but doesn’t react and it looks like the blond is confused about it and a bit sad…?? This is all I know Thanks in advance if you happen to know this one!