Nooooooooo

Everytime i try to read the green yuri i just cant, it always reminds me of her and i feel so fucking emotional about the fact that i got rejected by her because when i used to follow her alt acc, random acounts with random names who she follows always view my ig story at first i thought it was just some account stalking me because i might've pop up on their suggestion list but no when i posted again that same acc viewed my ig story again so i come to conclusion that it might be her and i also catch her staring at me a lot of times and so i got myself a little bit delusional that she might also have a thing for me, Then she hit me with the 'I actualy already have somone' when i confessed lol and yes she did end up seeing my message and si im stillsad about it ┗( T﹏T )┛