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Its my bday yesterday and I can't help but feel empty like I'm turning into the damn age where many ppl already had many exes, lovers, friends, or any social connections and I'm just here fucking trying to survive more than to live freely. I been so depressed asf to the point I started isolating again because I don't see any reason to socialize a......   1 reply

Woke up at 6 saying I'll actually study today and make parents proud. My pencil got lost under the bed, didnt feel like studying anymore (like always) and until now I'm reading yaoi feeling like a useless piece of shit who tricks his parents to think that they're studying when they're not   reply

I had a dream yesterday of this girl i don't like that much on TikTok (actually i never rly disliked her i just didn't agree at all with her opinions and she was super duper hypocritical), in my dream this woman became a fricken demon and was about to pounce on my bruh, and i dont know if its sleep paralysis but i was aware of how my surroundings l......   reply

I'm taking medication that sometimes makes me feel very drowsy, lately it's been worse again and I just want to lie in bed... which is mostly what I do ...   reply

I'm losing my mind about translations rn. First, the few scanned doujins of one of my favourite characters are all untranslated and now I'm reading a yuri where theres two different translations that seem to contradict eachother. This is making me want to grind japanese again.   reply

So like we were having a practice and dude the heat, the heat was killing me it gave me a headache and god i really just sat down in there for like 4 hours with my stomach aching like i needa shit bro just imagine having a headache, sweating because of the heat, and wanna shit real bad   reply