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Crying infront of people
I hate being vulnerable. I hate feeling pitied. I hate when I cry infront of people and then they ask me "hey... how are you doing now?" every week with that voice like I'm a wounded puppy. It makes me wanna punch a wall. Even if I still feel like shit now I feel like I have something to prove. Like no, I've never been better ACTUALLY. It sucks cause I know they're just worried too.
It's not like I wasn't allowed to express my emotions when I was a kid so I don't know why I'm like this. Anyone else feel so strongly about this?
Sometimes, it can be very liberating. All that pent up emotion has to be released. It's not good for people to hold it in.
Sometimes I go to public places, like bookstores that have coffee shops, and I put my headphones on and listen to sad music while I read or play games on my tablet. And I allow myself to cry.
Not full blown crying because th...... reply
