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Crying infront of people
I hate being vulnerable. I hate feeling pitied. I hate when I cry infront of people and then they ask me "hey... how are you doing now?" every week with that voice like I'm a wounded puppy. It makes me wanna punch a wall. Even if I still feel like shit now I feel like I have something to prove. Like no, I've never been better ACTUALLY. It sucks cause I know they're just worried too.
It's not like I wasn't allowed to express my emotions when I was a kid so I don't know why I'm like this. Anyone else feel so strongly about this?
this is co!omf to me at just the right time actually. M sister is really mean and unreasonable and today she was is straight up mean and instead of getting pissed and arguing she's being a jerk I tried crying instead amd omg it sucks I'm so sad awgh and I cried in private kind of bc I know I am very sensitive, but I know its nog a bad thing reply