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Crying infront of people
I hate being vulnerable. I hate feeling pitied. I hate when I cry infront of people and then they ask me "hey... how are you doing now?" every week with that voice like I'm a wounded puppy. It makes me wanna punch a wall. Even if I still feel like shit now I feel like I have something to prove. Like no, I've never been better ACTUALLY. It sucks cause I know they're just worried too.
It's not like I wasn't allowed to express my emotions when I was a kid so I don't know why I'm like this. Anyone else feel so strongly about this?
I'm also the same I think, recently I cried just cuz it was my turn to read my work in front of the class ToT aahjdkfhk idk why but when it comes to something I made myself it makes me really nervous and embarrassed and if I don't feel like my work is good enough it's like my mouth completely refuses to read which makes everything worse and than my...... reply
