sorry for venting on this site but i'm a huge dumb loser who pushes everyone i love away (which isn't a lot to begin with) and i have nobody to talk to rn bc of my own decisions i'm terrified of people leaving me and i get so caught up into my own paranoia that i distance myself first bc ofc if i do it first then it wont hurt right ? WRONG. Sadly seeing a therapist or any kind of professional is hard cuz there's none near me that take new patients ^_^ i'm thinking about sending a letter to my best friend bc i think i hurt her the most and i have a hard time showing my love for people nowadays. Sorry again for this lmao i just feel lonely as hell but i have no one but myself to blame, and deep down i know i deserve to feel bad. anyways how yall doing on this amazing friday ?
I feel you. And definitely send that letter btw, it's usually just in your own head, the anxiety and fear of people hating you.
I can assure you, you'll get a positive response and most people really don't mind late response because ykno everyone got their own things. Definitely let them know that you might respond late but that you still love them. Take care <3
i sent the letter! i'm terrified i wont lie cuz i know not everyone is patient enough with ppl like me and i get it but. trusting ppl is scary thank you so much take care too!!!
awww sad to hear that...i know im not really a right person to give you advice or anything but i hope you will be better and you should sending the letter...you know,,, communication is a key lol...me too actually back then i just pushed my friends and went MIA...and then one day they were vc and i try to join and told them why i went MIA...and they comfort me ╥﹏╥...they actually care about me...so please don't feel bad and blame yourself...and yeah my friday just good (=・ω・=)
i'll write that letter tonight for sure, communicating is hard as hell sometimes thank you tho that was sweet and it actually made me feel better so thank you so much
i'll write that letter tonight for sure, communicating is hard as hell sometimesthank you tho that was sweet and it actually made me feel better so thank you so much dodolin
thanks but no need, I'll just cry this out and it'll be gone like nothing happened, sometimes it's better to release your bottled up emotion so you'll feel at ease, btw good morning good afternoon and goodnight to you stranger, hope you'll have a good day everyday
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I feel you. And definitely send that letter btw, it's usually just in your own head, the anxiety and fear of people hating you.
I can assure you, you'll get a positive response and most people really don't mind late response because ykno everyone got their own things. Definitely let them know that you might respond late but that you still love them.
Take care <3
i sent the letter! i'm terrified i wont lie cuz i know not everyone is patient enough with ppl like me and i get it but. trusting ppl is scary
thank you so much take care too!!!
awww sad to hear that...i know im not really a right person to give you advice or anything but i hope you will be better and you should sending the letter...you know,,, communication is a key lol...me too actually back then i just pushed my friends and went MIA...and then one day they were vc and i try to join and told them why i went MIA...and they comfort me ╥﹏╥...they actually care about me...so please don't feel bad and blame yourself...and yeah my friday just good (=・ω・=)
i'll write that letter tonight for sure, communicating is hard as hell sometimes
thank you tho that was sweet and it actually made me feel better so thank you so much
hope it's goes well...
you can do it ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
bad, thanks for asking tho. best wishes to you
it's okay i'll take ur bad day away
thanks but no need, I'll just cry this out and it'll be gone like nothing happened, sometimes it's better to release your bottled up emotion so you'll feel at ease, btw good morning good afternoon and goodnight to you stranger, hope you'll have a good day everyday