sorry for venting on this site but i'm a huge dumb loser who pushes everyone i love away (which isn't a lot to begin with) and i have nobody to talk to rn bc of my own decisions
i'm terrified of people leaving me and i get so caught up into my own paranoia that i distance myself first bc ofc if i do it first then it wont hurt right ? WRONG.
Sadly s...... 3 reply
yes for the first few days, at least my second attempt did. i was like "i'm alive i'm going to do this and this and this" and then they put my ass in the mental hospital
and my third i just, was really disappointed to wake up and i knew i'd get hospitalized right away and everyone around me was mad at me so i was just very very tired.
take care of ...... 1 reply
a lot of ppl get rly comfortable being transphobic on here and it feels bad, ofc i block and do all to keep myself safe but it just feels a bit bad. any other trans users ? i wanna see yall ;v;
did how keep yourself happy
