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Am I a masochist?
First of all I don't like to harm myself with tools and stuff like that but Idk since a few months I've found myself voluntarily starving. I've grown thinner but It feels so good somehow?? I KNOW it's bad and I love food but sometimes that feeling of burn and hunger is so satisfying maybe I'm insane. Does that make me a masochist?
This is probably an ED, please get help as soon as possible because you might feel like you are in control for now but those situations can spiral VERY fast and most of the time you don't realise how far you are :( 1 reply
well isn’t it an ed ? i used to love that feeling when i was anorexic. wasn’t a kink but rather the feeling of knowing there’s nothing in my stomach gave me adrenaline .
if it’s not an ed, then i guess u have a kink. kinks doesn’t automatically makes you a masochist imo.
also EDs don’t necessarily make you hate food, i see eds as li...... reply
Doing it sometimes as a foreplay for sexual pleasure AND getting sexual pleasure from it is masochism. What you’re doing sounds like a steep down hill slope to anorexia. What your think youre doing is, “the secretary”,
What you’re actually doing, Emma chota’s story on the show “Red band Society”spoiler alert:
The Secretary ends up...... 1 reply
