Parasocial? Maybe?

I haven’t been active on here for the last few months (can’t recommend it enough my mental health is way better) but now and then I check on the forums, and man.
I’m just kinda sad I barely even recognize any of the users in the forums anymore. Half of my friends on here either got j*bs or straight up deleted their accounts.
I miss u @doll, @me_for_pres, and my wife, @gojos cock sleeve. I’m sure there’s other users I’m forgetting but I miss yall too. I hope yall are doing good and life treats you well. And if it’s not I hope it gets better for you soon.
It’s kinda weird just seeing a glimpse of someone online and then never knowing what happened to them after that. I found out one of the authors I used to follow also died of cancer and idk it’s just weird to read their stories and comments, like a short relic of their soul.
Man I’m getting old..