I can't picture a future where I'm successful or happy. Nothing has changed in the past 6 years and I don't see me ever changing even though I really want to move on. I keep doing things with the thought that my current living situation is temporary but it's been "temporary" for years now and I don't think it'll ever change. I'm ashamed of myself and my inability to do things. I feel so dumb and burdensome. I tell myself I've made improvements in attempts to stay positive but then the people close to me joke about how pessimistic i am. I really really want to be happy but the more I think of the future the farther I realize that reality is. I don't know what to do anymore I'm so tired I don't know what I'm living for or if I've ever been happy. I can't think of anything meaningful I've learned that's actually led me to a time of stable happiness. Every joy i've felt is fleeting and unstable. My life is a waste I'm so tired I don't know what to do anymore.
Death is uncertain so don't live your life in despair, queen/king. Whatever you do, no matter how insignificant it seems, is still valuable so don't hesitate to take that step ykno. And even if something doesn't work out, it's still an experience to not do it again in future and also an experience for what would've happened if you did.
I'm sure you'll figure out your life as you go, it's not like there's a fixed path everyone goes to and there's always new beginnings people go through.
update: went on a walk and laid in the park under the sun for a few minutes and feeling 90% better. i still believe everything i said i just have to remember not to wallow in it and to try to use it as motivation to move on. It's time for the next stage i'm done with ts i'm going to work my ass off and get outta here.
Ok, I didn't randomly say hello and nothing else my comment was somehow deleted/shortened fml. I just wanted to let you know that I see you and understand you and there was a whole para about why I understand you but I'll not bore you with it kk. I'm rooting for you cause as someone who's literally in the same shoes (or sandals) I hope that everything feels better for you and I hope you can see it too, because that's what makes the whole difference. Much love, sweets
Ok, I didn't randomly say hello and nothing else my comment was somehow deleted/shortened fml. I just wanted to let you know that I see you and understand you and there was a whole para about why I understand y... Analaholic
Cause I know there's nothing I can say that you already haven't said to yourself, still I can only hope you find peace of mind amidst all that chaos. It might be hypocritical of me since I barely trust myself to do better, despite all that, I wish for you to see and experience life in a way that feels so much better for you
Cause I know there's nothing I can say that you already haven't said to yourself, still I can only hope you find peace of mind amidst all that chaos. It might be hypocritical of me since I barely trust myself t... Analaholic
thank you I wish the same for you. I might not have a clear vision of how i'll get to a better place but if i give up im just guaranteeing i wont get there. We've got this (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ lets do our best!
Honestly, I’ve been feeling this way for years. It’s important that you have someone to talk to be it a friend, family member (although speaking from experience I know that can be difficult) someone from school or university or even a therapist. The hardest part is always starting just think about it that way. All you have to do is take the first step that’s gonna be the hardest part I promise you. You don’t have to feel like you’ve done a lot. for me, It can be getting up before 3 pm in the day and doing one or two things that way I can at least feel like I’ve done something productive. Journaling can help as well, and this year I’ve come to appreciate how much music can affect mood and one’s motivation so it’s worth a try. That isn’t to say you haven’t done everything to improve your situation. Honestly, the fact that you put this out there is sorry that you clearly do need help And I understand how easy it is to tell a stranger how you feel and what you’re going through without the judgement. But at the same time please remember that the Internet is a place where we have to be careful what we say and what we share and how vulnerable we are. But nevertheless it is important for you to navigate this in a way that is healthy for you. Also it’s important to remember that your progress is different from everyone else’s progress and your idea of the future or success or happiness is is very different for what everyone else things and what society also things so that is something to be very mindful of. No one knows the small battles you’re going through and surviving each day. so honestly I’d say your best bet is calling helpline Depending on where you are. using your free resources as much as you can because You are the only person who’s going to be with you for the rest of your life so you have to leave it happily on your own terms. Sorry if this is rambling, it’s just triggered me a bit but I wish you all the best.
To be honest, I don't really know what advice to give you, because I'm in pretty much the same situation... I just wanted to let you know that you're not the only one.
thank you yeah i feel this is a pretty common experience after covid. I think we have to just start living in the now. no future no past, right now what can i do to help myself?
i need to just make a list of my next steps and do them fuck this way of living. i'm going to get out of this house that suffocates me and I'm going to just blindly walk forward cause idk what the fuck im doing but sitting here isn't doing shit. I wish there were life managers cause therapists never really hold you accountable for shit. or at least the ones i've had/have. But ig expecting others to care about your life is stupid cause no one reallly gives a shit about your achievements but yourself
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Death is uncertain so don't live your life in despair, queen/king. Whatever you do, no matter how insignificant it seems, is still valuable so don't hesitate to take that step ykno. And even if something doesn't work out, it's still an experience to not do it again in future and also an experience for what would've happened if you did.
I'm sure you'll figure out your life as you go, it's not like there's a fixed path everyone goes to and there's always new beginnings people go through.
update: went on a walk and laid in the park under the sun for a few minutes and feeling 90% better. i still believe everything i said i just have to remember not to wallow in it and to try to use it as motivation to move on. It's time for the next stage i'm done with ts i'm going to work my ass off and get outta here.
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hello! (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Ok, I didn't randomly say hello and nothing else my comment was somehow deleted/shortened fml. I just wanted to let you know that I see you and understand you and there was a whole para about why I understand you but I'll not bore you with it kk. I'm rooting for you cause as someone who's literally in the same shoes (or sandals) I hope that everything feels better for you and I hope you can see it too, because that's what makes the whole difference. Much love, sweets
Cause I know there's nothing I can say that you already haven't said to yourself, still I can only hope you find peace of mind amidst all that chaos. It might be hypocritical of me since I barely trust myself to do better, despite all that, I wish for you to see and experience life in a way that feels so much better for you
thank you I wish the same for you. I might not have a clear vision of how i'll get to a better place but if i give up im just guaranteeing i wont get there. We've got this (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ lets do our best!
Honestly, I’ve been feeling this way for years. It’s important that you have someone to talk to be it a friend, family member (although speaking from experience I know that can be difficult) someone from school or university or even a therapist. The hardest part is always starting just think about it that way. All you have to do is take the first step that’s gonna be the hardest part I promise you. You don’t have to feel like you’ve done a lot. for me, It can be getting up before 3 pm in the day and doing one or two things that way I can at least feel like I’ve done something productive. Journaling can help as well, and this year I’ve come to appreciate how much music can affect mood and one’s motivation so it’s worth a try. That isn’t to say you haven’t done everything to improve your situation. Honestly, the fact that you put this out there is sorry that you clearly do need help And I understand how easy it is to tell a stranger how you feel and what you’re going through without the judgement. But at the same time please remember that the Internet is a place where we have to be careful what we say and what we share and how vulnerable we are. But nevertheless it is important for you to navigate this in a way that is healthy for you. Also it’s important to remember that your progress is different from everyone else’s progress and your idea of the future or success or happiness is is very different for what everyone else things and what society also things so that is something to be very mindful of. No one knows the small battles you’re going through and surviving each day. so honestly I’d say your best bet is calling helpline Depending on where you are. using your free resources as much as you can because You are the only person who’s going to be with you for the rest of your life so you have to leave it happily on your own terms. Sorry if this is rambling, it’s just triggered me a bit but I wish you all the best.
To be honest, I don't really know what advice to give you, because I'm in pretty much the same situation... I just wanted to let you know that you're not the only one.
thank you yeah i feel this is a pretty common experience after covid. I think we have to just start living in the now. no future no past, right now what can i do to help myself?
i need to just make a list of my next steps and do them fuck this way of living. i'm going to get out of this house that suffocates me and I'm going to just blindly walk forward cause idk what the fuck im doing but sitting here isn't doing shit. I wish there were life managers cause therapists never really hold you accountable for shit. or at least the ones i've had/have. But ig expecting others to care about your life is stupid cause no one reallly gives a shit about your achievements but yourself