controversial crush.

I never really liked older men except for fictional ones. I aint into older men irl. but oh boy I do have a tiny winnie dirty secret I guess? when I was in middle school these newly wed couple moved in next door. u guys must have guessed by now. I liked him. okay okay Ik tht was so wrong of me to crush over a married man. but hear me out okay I knew I had no chance , ofc guys I have my morals. I never intended to confess either. but ahem I just had a big fat crush on him. I used to do a lot of embarrassing things to get his attention. oh boy now that I remember it , I was such a dumb bitch.
anyway I was over him, this crush lasted for 2 yrs I guess? they had a new born baby and all. and ahem that woke me up. anyway that was a silly little crush y'all.
tell me now. ur controversial crush. idk I need to feel better abt myself. I'm stupid alr. spill some tea if u guys have any.