In need of some advice

Hi guys so I need some help in making a decision about something. I would ask my friends but it’s feels a bit shameful. Anyways, I’m halfway through my first year in medical school and I’m starting to think that it’s not meant for me.

It’s alway been my dream for as long as I can remember but recently, it’s been so draining and I’ve even skipped a few classes.

I’m a pretty smart person especially considering that I got accepted into med school but I just feel like it’s way too much studying than I can handle and also when I think about the fact that people’s lives will be in my hands, I feel so dreadful but yeah, I’m not sure what to do.

On one hand, I’m feeling like I should find something else and on the other hand, I feel like I would be disappointing my friends and family (and also letting the opps win) but I don’t know.