Honestly, if you have that feeling I find it's rooted in truth.
Someone is probably not treating you with the respect or love you think you deserve.
That was my personal experience, just going through life being told by friends and family that they love me but, their actions conflicted their words.
I often found myself making sacrifices and bending...... reply
Firstly I am really sorry you feel this way. I understand this feeling deeply. I was so confused for years why people didnt like me. (It was the austim) it felt like a dirty sercet that I was scared someone might find out about. But you can work on feeling better and caring less.
Instead of looking for external validation(lovable) focus on intern...... reply