am i crazy

u start dating a guy within less than a week of knowing him sure that's not a problem but you tell your friend he's "exactly like u" because he's a ppl pleaser and you think you're in love and he's the one and then you start controlling EVERYTHING he does you yell at him for not doing his college assignment as if your his mom you make him eat things that literally make him so sick he almost vomits in front of you and your friend saying "if you dont eat it properly you don't love me" you make him cry in front of your friend multiple times because you get mad at him don't tell him y ur mad knowing he's autistic then tell him he doesn't care abt y while he's actively pleading with you that he's sorry so now your friend hates you and wants to leave u cuz "ur toxic and abusive" is the friend crazy for feeling that way should they just mind their business