I never had suicidal tendencies, I value life too much for that. I've convinced others life is worth living too. In general and overall, I am not abusive person and am not a bully. I have made mistakes that I've regretted and wanted to apologize for. I have schizophrenic voices telling me to die, everyone hates me, unalive myself, threaten to kill me, the people around me. Each time I set foot in specific places I experience auditory hallucinations and rarely visual hallucinations. It influences me to do and say certain things because I'm afraid for my life and the life of people around me. I have a deep depression regarding events from the past.
