I never had suicidal tendencies, I value life too much for that. I've convinced others life is worth living too. In general and overall, I am not abusive person and am not a bully. I have made mistakes that I've regretted and wanted to apologize for. I have schizophrenic voices telling me to die, everyone hates me, unalive myself, threaten to kill ...... reply
TW suicidal actions
You know life is real weird, it often sucks but there are also good and normal moments. In my depressed teenage era, everything sucked, nothing was working the way i thought it would, it was scary and confusing, I was in my head too much. Somehow the thought of dying appeared. I was like sure why not I hate all of it anyway, lik...... 2 reply
The only way I've thought abt how I'd die was either to hang myself, drown, or like slit my throat. All of them are about not being able to breathe cause life had been suffocating anyways so what differs it from how I've been living.
whenever I thought about how I would want to die, dying peacefully has never crossed my mind. I don't self harm but...... reply
I want to die with my loved ones... Painless if possible. I don't want it to be slow enough that im waiting for it but i don't want it to be instant that I can't process wats happening either 1 reply
