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TW How do you want to die
This is a heavy topic so TW I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately, maybe alittle too much, despite the fact that death used to scare me when young but now I want to face it I never saw myself living long especially with the path I almost went down, living is hard and intrusive thoughts are scary
But I always saw myself going out with a bang and something bad happening like a horrible chemistry explosion accident or getting stabbed to death by someone, Ik accidental laced fentanyl od was a concern
Do yall think about how you want to die or am I jsut clinically insane why did I write this omfg
in my sleep, if not suicide. i wish to die a painless death too. i wish to die without knowing that i will, which is weird cuz im suicidal lolol. and ngl im actually scared but meh we're all going to die anyways. we're all gonna go down WAHAHAHAHA 2 reply
It sounds like you're in a really scary moment right now. I lived with suicidality and intrusive thoughts for many years, and it took many medications to finally quiet them. (Therapy helped too, but really, it's the meds that saved my life.) I really encourage you to seek professional help. For now, know that even your scariest thought are just tho...... 2 reply
This was asked before, and I would still choose to die of old age. To be honest, I don't think death is scary, but what will happen after. You need a lot of capitalism freedom to even choose how you want to die. Instead, focus on the present and just do whatever the fuck you want as you live as long as possible. reply
Bruh. EVERY SECOND. OF EVERYDAY. My time clock is up inna year and some change and the US vs. Iran thing really feels like its speeding up the due date. Now Im not big on pain since I feel so much of it every friggin day so going out with the least amount of it and peacefully would be nice.
I recommend for anyone who wants the skip the pain in dea...... reply
The only way I've thought abt how I'd die was either to hang myself, drown, or like slit my throat. All of them are about not being able to breathe cause life had been suffocating anyways so what differs it from how I've been living.
whenever I thought about how I would want to die, dying peacefully has never crossed my mind. I don't self harm but...... reply
sometimes i think about this too. maybe die in my sleep, or get hit by a car. i just want it painless or make me die immediately before the pain even gets the chance to reach me
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Recently, I've had a huge fixation on my death too. It's as if I know I'm going to die soon and probably in a car crash of some sort. Could be my crazy intrusive thoughts but I literally wrote a whole death letter/Will because I thought that something was going to happen. It is honestly the craziest feeling of nothing being real yet being super em...... reply
