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TW How do you want to die
This is a heavy topic so TW I’ve been thinking about this a lot lately, maybe alittle too much, despite the fact that death used to scare me when young but now I want to face it I never saw myself living long especially with the path I almost went down, living is hard and intrusive thoughts are scary
But I always saw myself going out with a bang and something bad happening like a horrible chemistry explosion accident or getting stabbed to death by someone, Ik accidental laced fentanyl od was a concern
Do yall think about how you want to die or am I jsut clinically insane why did I write this omfg
The only way I've thought abt how I'd die was either to hang myself, drown, or like slit my throat. All of them are about not being able to breathe cause life had been suffocating anyways so what differs it from how I've been living.
whenever I thought about how I would want to die, dying peacefully has never crossed my mind. I don't self harm but...... reply
