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My dad and mom beat the shit outta me last night and all my body fucking hurts this morning yo I genuinely don't know how our relationship is going to be after this because I'm still so mad at them and I don't want to forgive them. But the thing is, I need to go to the hospital for a medical checkup next week, so I still need my dad to drive me there. ts going to be so incredibly awkward...

Has anyone else been in a similar situation? How do you guys deal with your parents after a huge fight like this...

My hands are literally itching to order some physical books but idk what to get. drop your recommendations please!

I’m looking for something short, ideally a one-shot (completed in 1 volume), but a short series with a few volumes is totally fine too. Just please nothing with 10, 20, or 30+ volumes, I'm not rich dawg

I just finished Bully and honestly, I don't know what to do with my life now replaying it just won't feel the same

i have a friend group of 4, including myself, and we’ve been friends for over 5 years since middle school. Today, I accidentally found their social media accounts and discovered that the three of them have been following each other for a long time without me. They even have streaks together???

It honestly kinda hurts... Back in middle school, I asked them if we could follow each other, but they just joked it off saying, "Ew no, you’re just gonna spam my DMs with memes," so I just laughed it off. Other times, they’d say, "I'll DM you my username later," but they never did. And now, seeing that it's just the three of them... I feel so excluded. I’m so conflicted right now. Part of me wants to distance myself or cut ties, but they're still helpful when it comes to schoolwork, like sharing notes. but when it comes to actual 'close friends stuff,' I always feel like the odd one out

(long vent).

Final exams are just around the corner and I am terrified... like, no kidding, I'm SERIOUSLY so fucking stressed right now. I’m so scared that things won't go well or that I’ll end up with terrible grades
and what makes it so much worse is my parents. they are pressuring me to get the best grades in class-like, they expect me to definitionally be rank #1. the weight of their expectations and this constant pressure is just making me so afraid of failing, and I'm losing my mind over it

i honestly don't know what to do... I know the obvious answer is "just study," and well, i know that, but it doesn't change the fact that this whole situation is making me so anxious about the upcoming exams. It's gotten to the point where this anxiety is making me feel physically sick and feverish

Yes, i know im venting on mangago dot com that is a yaoi site, but still i just want to vent... also i dont mind if yall have any advice