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so i have this friend group of four, including me, and we’ve been close since middle school. When we first got into high school, I was the only one placed in a different class while the other three stayed together... It kinda sucked back then and we're rarely met, but now we’re finally in the same class again in our second year.

the thing is, after we started being in the same class again. I began to notice how much closer they had gotten with each other, they even have a group chat with just the three of them, without me.. At first I didn’t really think much of it. I assumed it was natural since they spent a whole year together as just the three of them while I was in a different class

but over time I started feeling more and more left out. It feels like they often make plans with just the three of them, and they don’t really consider inviting me unless i insert myself into the conversation. They also hang out together a lot too. I mean, my parents are pretty strict, so when they invite me I often can’t go anyway, so I try to understand that part. But it still kind of sucks sometimes... oh also sometimes I even see them post stories with captions like “my trio” or “our trio,” and yeah… you can probably imagine how that makes me feel.

I’m going to be honest, I’m not trying to pretend to be a saint here. I do feel jealous and insecure about it, and sometimes it makes me feel like I’m being left behind. I don’t really know what I should do or if I’m just overthinking all of this

I really need to get this off my chest. I’ve been into writing for a while, and recently, I taught a friend who became interested in it the ropes: how to post, which platforms to use, and even some writing tips. But now, they’ve actually become better than me, and their work is getting way more attention. I know it’s not their fault for being talented, and i should probably be proud but I can’t help feeling hella jealous and insecure. It’s reaching a point where I’m honestly considering quitting because I feel like I’ll never be good enough...

P.S. Please don't ask for the links to our works! I’d like to keep everything anonymous to protect our privacy, plus I'm not really looking for a comparison lol. I just needed to let this out

im in a mess. I’m currently in high school and I’m stuck in a situation that’s giving me so much anxiety..

So, I have this oral exam/memorization task that I was supposed to submit to my teacher two months ago. Back then, I actually had the chance to do it, but I completely panicked because we had to perform in front of the whole class. IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. I got so dizzy and my mind went totally blank, so my teacher told me I could do it some other time at his desk in the staff room instead.

Fast forward to now... I still haven't done it.

I have a few classmates who haven't submitted theirs either, but every time I ask them to go with me, they always make excuses. Most of them honestly don't even care about the grade anymore. But I DO care, I still want that grade! The thing is, I’m way too embarrassed to go alone to the staff room. If I wait for my friends, I don’t think they’ll ever go. but if I go to the teacher by myself, I’m terrified that I’ll suddenly forget everything I’ve memorized the moment I stand in front of him. My social anxiety is so bad that even if I know the material by heart, I’m scared I’ll just freeze up and embarrass myself again

What should I do? Should I keep waiting for my lazy friends so I have a "moral support", or should I just suck it up and go alone? Any tips on how to not freak out in front of a teacher? help me

i want to buy a switch so bad especially that tl:ltd coming soon, but why people around my place who sell it ALL OVERPRICED, offline, online all the same!! they all overpriced.... it’s actually painful

I might just wait until next year and ask my big sis to get it for me when she visits home again...

My hands are literally itching to order some physical books but idk what to get. drop your recommendations please!

I’m looking for something short, ideally a one-shot (completed in 1 volume), but a short series with a few volumes is totally fine too. Just please nothing with 10, 20, or 30+ volumes, I'm not rich dawg

I just finished Bully and honestly, I don't know what to do with my life now replaying it just won't feel the same

Holy... I’ve been spending way too much on merch lately. I’ve already dropped like 200k+ IDR, which might sound small in dollars (like $13-15), but for a student in my country, that’s actually a LOT of money *tears*. My country's currency is crying and so am I. and there’s still more I want to buy, the temptation is just too strong... I mean, it's a CHRIS REDFIELD'S CHEST poster?! And the worst part is, it’s limited!! If I don't grab it now, it’ll just go 'poof' and disappear forever unless the artist decides to restock next year... which is a big maybe.

So, should I just grab it now and go on a strict 'financial diet' afterward? or should I be a responsible student and let it go? (but it’s Chris...) Someone please tell me how to stop spending my moneyyyyy! or just tell me if this poster is worth the sacrifice...

So when I open someone's profile, it shows me "Sorry, you do not have permission to access this page." Why does this happen? I've never interacted with them before either, so I'm not sure

I'm scrolling steam and stumble to visual novel game called dream daddy. It looks interesting but I'm still in doubt whether to buy it or not... I mean since I never even see this game before so idk

i want to make edits of my fav ships BUT I GENUINELY DONT KNOW WHAT TREND TO EDIT THEM WITH OMGGG

i mean im not in the fandom and not even watch it, but it's pretty surprising for me since it literally just got an anime adaptation

(long vent).

Final exams are just around the corner and I am terrified... like, no kidding, I'm SERIOUSLY so fucking stressed right now. I’m so scared that things won't go well or that I’ll end up with terrible grades
and what makes it so much worse is my parents. they are pressuring me to get the best grades in class-like, they expect me to definitionally be rank #1. the weight of their expectations and this constant pressure is just making me so afraid of failing, and I'm losing my mind over it

i honestly don't know what to do... I know the obvious answer is "just study," and well, i know that, but it doesn't change the fact that this whole situation is making me so anxious about the upcoming exams. It's gotten to the point where this anxiety is making me feel physically sick and feverish

Yes, i know im venting on mangago dot com that is a yaoi site, but still i just want to vent... also i dont mind if yall have any advice

I still have some money left from a gift card I got, but I'm not sure what to buy... Any paid games that are actually worth the price?

oh fyi, i already own SDV, little nightmare, dont starve, and Limbo

guyss help, i plan to buy a switch next year, which one better... the lite, regular or oled one? i have the money for one of them so i cant choosee┗( T﹏T )┛

is it just me or is it kinda hard to open mangago web today ? it keep loading so long, even after i refresh it. and my wifi is fine since i try to open another web and it can...

My dad and mom beat the shit outta me last night and all my body fucking hurts this morning yo I genuinely don't know how our relationship is going to be after this because I'm still so mad at them and I don't want to forgive them. But the thing is, I need to go to the hospital for a medical checkup next week, so I still need my dad to drive me there. ts going to be so incredibly awkward...

Has anyone else been in a similar situation? How do you guys deal with your parents after a huge fight like this...

i have a friend group of 4, including myself, and we’ve been friends for over 5 years since middle school. Today, I accidentally found their social media accounts and discovered that the three of them have been following each other for a long time without me. They even have streaks together???

It honestly kinda hurts... Back in middle school, I asked them if we could follow each other, but they just joked it off saying, "Ew no, you’re just gonna spam my DMs with memes," so I just laughed it off. Other times, they’d say, "I'll DM you my username later," but they never did. And now, seeing that it's just the three of them... I feel so excluded. I’m so conflicted right now. Part of me wants to distance myself or cut ties, but they're still helpful when it comes to schoolwork, like sharing notes. but when it comes to actual 'close friends stuff,' I always feel like the odd one out

im feeling kinky rn, does anyone have manhwa manga recommendations that have spanking in it (˶‾ ⁻ ‾˵)?