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I don’t know what to do with my life
So yea a know it’s a site to read but i genuinely have no friends and I’m so alone every day its the same and summer it’s almost over i rather die than go to school i don’t wanna think abt my future and i know here it’s not a place to vent but i really need this or I’m gonna blow My shi clean off I’m not a really good person bc i did some bad things in elementary school bit it genuinely haunt me every day when i try to sleep i keep rethinking and these embarrassing moments this and omg made me wanna blow my shi even more and i think I’m better off alone bc i hate everyone and everything 7th grade was hell i lost all my friends i was bullied for my skin color and my hair i started self harm and MOM SAW MY fucking arm and you know what i told her i was the cat Mind you I don’t even have a cat And i was at school and this and this girl in my class told me that a cat dont cut in straight lines like god forbid the stray cat wanna be Picaso so yea I just wanted to vent so feel free to vent to ദദ◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ i feel better now (●'◡'●)ﾉ
I’m going to copy & paste some advice I gave to another person, I hope it helps you & I hope you feel better soon ^^
Make an effort to change yourself. Get out of that mindset that everyone hates you or that you’re not loved. Sometimes it’s not that they hate you, but rather it stems from your own insecurities. In some cases, people will h...... 1 reply
Therapy, babes. There are reasons you feel this way, probably developed in childhood. There are deep wounds that lead to self harm and self hatred. See if you can make an appointment with your school counselor when you go back just so you can talk about the friend issues. Believe that you are worth getting help and worth learning to love yourself ...... 1 reply
Sometimes a change in environment helps a LOT. I used to be in a similar situation and it was really lonely, but that feels kinda distant now. I thought that things will get better was all bs when I was younger but yea no. Not saying things are perfect now but it's better enough to say I'm glad I waited. It's hard but taking initiative and stepping...... reply
