Don't need a good cry, need an ugly cry.

The title says it all, give me a movie, short series, book, comic, something I can consume in the next 2 days and ugly cry out all of these frustrations. I'm talking red in the face, bloodshot eyes, snot, heaving breath that will induce hiccups, those fat tears that Ozempic can't even touch. UGLY CRY.

I'm so overwhelmed that I can't even emote but I know something small and stupid is gonna happen in the outside world and that'll get the floodgates opening. So BEFORE I make a fool of myself in public, I'd like to ugly cry alone in my room please.

YOU DON'T NEED TO READ THIS PART, I JUST WANTED TO RANT. I am going through a LOT right now, cancer screenings, upcoming surgeries that will have me unable to live comfortably for the next 4-6 months of recovery, job loss and therefore health insurance loss, having to find a new place to live so I can afford medical bills, my first vacation in years that I've scrimped and saved for being riddled with thunderstorms while I'm supposed to be beaching and then camping on a mountainside for 4 days at a music festival, my friend potentially giving me HPV because she drank my water and of course I had an open cut in my mouth for just about the first time ever so now my tonsil (just one) is all swollen.

I get that it's just how life is, but all of this at once is just a bit much right now. So again, UGLY CRY recommendations, please.