HELP, i like my friend of yrs and i just knew now

weve been friends since forever dont know when it started but we still have contact for year s, not daily but every once in a while when something big happens between us we both know lol and rn i just realised i like him, also i genuinely did not like him before this lol rn im overthinking things and i mught back up but idk dont wanna risk it i like what we have but it would be better if we had more


this is so randok but i just cant help it my friends are all delusionals i need a rational help lol