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Constantly feeling guilty
I work so hard for myself, I get tired, I get burnout. But why do I feel I don't deserve my own money to buy things I like? I always prioritize others over my own selfishness but now that I can finally get my self rewards I feel so guilty..... Like I need to save my money for other more important purposes
Your post suggests you have low self esteem borne of years of repressed trauma, unaddressed emotions. Hence you have developed people pleasing habits, a scarcity mindset and false guilt. Do you come from an asian household perchance? It's very common in Asian households (conservative and closed minded), they condition you to suppress your emotional...... 1 reply