Anybody here a wlw in Indian med school?

Is anybody on here living or have lived in a girls hostel in an indian med school (doing mbbs) and is attracted to women? Or like just living in a girls hostel in general but ur attracted to women?

I wanna ask how do u feel? Its fcking lonely and all my frnds r lowke homophobic. And also, i feel like im an imposster or sum cos like obv we're living in a girls hostel cos girls n boys shudnt live tgt n shit n like im equivalent to a boy cos i like girls and that makes me feel like im doing wrong and it amkes me feel guilty. So anybody who feels me, pls share ur experiences n thoughts as well